Tuesday, 10 May 2011

Obviously He wants to test my tantrum

It's definitely not easy to accept the truth!!! especially when it comes to sensitive issues. common issue~~ that could easily ruin my day n my mood. how do u feel in receiving harsh words? some people can take thgs for granted and some may take it seriously. as for me, of course that is a serious matter. perhaps with that kinda email u wrote, it is a solid prove how unpro and unshameful of u. u r so proud of urself. u said u never meant to hurt anyone n it's for their sake of good. booooo!!! bullshit!!! "matlamat tak menghalalkan cara" ok?!!

You starts by throwing rubbish onto me and other's faces!!! It is so thoughtful of urs but it's hurtful!!! I will never accept ur apology even if u ask for it. remember, as a leader... u must always say thgs in such a manner n polite. u may think that u r doing da rite thg. that's just ur imagination!!! i never think so!!! u hurt people wit ur words and worst of all, u never knew what they think n say about u! even when they say u r forgiven... believe me, the damage that u done could not be treated!!! u left such great scar in heart, mind n soul of each and everyone u mentioned!!!   

Only to u, Allah... who listen and understand me well. Keep me hold in faith n strength wit u forever. I know this is just a small test for me to bear. I am so grateful for your love n kindness. AllahuAkbar~~